Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I am usually not up for cheesy..

but, I am feeling overwhelming love. for my husband. If you don't like sappy...I am sorry..
I have to get it out somewhere. He had to go to Las Vegas for a work trip...only for a couple days..but I am a baby. I've only gotten to talk to him very briefly. I feel like life just keeps going and keeps going and it is so easy to take the people in your life for granted. Chris is probably the number one person I take for granted...which is really dumb. I have never had a better friend than him. I don't know how he puts up with me really. I usually have to do a lot of venting and venting at the end of my day and he always just listens. and like any man, he tries to come up with solutions for any problem or emotion I am feeling. I cannot believe the patience he has. He is so supportive to me in everything...emotionally and physically. I have wanted to go to Massage Therapy school for a few years but I could never imagine how I could afford going and I couldn't even think about the commitment, I feel so grateful to Chris for supporting me with school and pushing me to go. financially and mentally I just would not be able to do it with out him. These couple nights of coming home from an almost 9 hour school day and only being able to blab my little head of about my day to my dog is kind of depressing. And then getting into a cold bed and the only thing to warm you up is an electric heating pad, I mean goodness!! is it just me, or am i just a little baby. lets me honest here.
Any way. my point is. I don't know what it is. Just LOVE. :)
I love you Christopher Ian Barborka! You're my bestest friend! thank you for everything you do and especially for putting me and you through college!

3 comments:

sasha said...

ok, i may or may not have tears in my eyes right now.i love you and your husband. even thought i've only met him once.

husbands are the best, no?
cheers to husbands!

Anonymous said...

tender moment.

Latissa Marie Graham, L.M.T said...

I hate it when I am away from Scott, even just during the day, so if anything, I am a baby!